unwritten words..

Zionist Thugs Beating Up Jewish Rabbis

2010-06-04T13:53:00.000-07:00

the story of rachel corrie..

2010-06-04T11:21:00.000-07:00

what about now?...

2010-05-25T18:18:00.000-07:00

edCoustic - Menjadi diriku :)

2010-05-21T22:29:00.000-07:00

Ministry mulls licence for teachers

2010-05-21T15:01:00.000-07:00

Ministry mulls licence for teachers

look into my eyes - Outlandish

2010-05-21T08:33:00.000-07:00

2010-05-21T07:56:00.000-07:00

Narrated by Abu Musa: Some people asked Allah's Apostle (p.b.u.h), "Whose Islam is the best? i.e (Who is a very good Muslim)? He replied, "One who avoids harming the Muslims with his tongue and hands."

[Bukhari Vol 1 Bk 2 No. 10]

Outlandish - Calling you

2010-05-08T20:05:00.000-07:00

sometimes, some questions are not there to be answered.....

2010-05-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

aku ingin mencintaiMu.. :)

2010-04-23T20:53:00.000-07:00

bad things still happen to good people (so don't worry, dear heart).. :)

2010-04-08T08:14:00.000-07:00

life may sometimes bring you down.

you fall and get up again, fall and just get up again and again.

but with each fall you realize; "how many times am i going to fall again?"

so you try your very best not to ever fall again.

but..

when you do so, you might fine yourself falling ever so harder.

why?

well, it's because Allah wants you to fall.

He wants to see how you get up, how long it takes you to do so and if you were ever complaining about it.

well you see, Allah loves those who He loves to test. :)

so, we should tell our hearts not to cry when it's going through tough times, but instead, to be happy; very, very happy because Allah (always, always, always) knows. :)

"Do the people think that they will be left to say, "We believe" without being put to the test?"

[Al Ankaboot (29): 2]

medicine; and remember...

2010-04-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

it's not a life;

it's just part of it

time, prayer & hope..

2010-03-14T04:07:00.000-07:00

why turn back time, when you can make the future your present?..

( p/s: hoping for a better future more than a better present :) )

apakah iya?..

2010-03-14T03:46:00.000-07:00

maaf.

tak bisaku berkata;

cuma mampu merasa.

(apakah iya?)

rememberance

2010-02-12T06:20:00.000-08:00

Narrated from Abu Hurairah by Bukhari & Muslim: "I am as My servant thinks of Me, and I am with him when he remembers Me. If he mentions Me in Himself I mention him in Myself. If he mentions Me in a gathering, I mention him in a better gathering. If he comes near Me one hand-span I come near him one cubit. If he comes near Me one cubit I come near him an arm's length. If he comes to Me walking, I come to him running."

untukmu; yang tercipta untukku..

2010-02-12T05:42:00.000-08:00

untukmu (yang tercipta untukku),

benar; adalah kamu,

tapi,

bukankah kita berbeza?

benar.

kita berbeza.

tapi,

kita tetap sama; "sama yang berbeza" :)

the few last days..

2009-09-16T18:19:00.000-07:00

perplex,
it was.

concerned,
i felt.

gold, diamonds, and all the riches of the world,
can they not see it? (let alone miss it?)
ignoring His offer, is it worth it?

ramadhan; we miss u

2009-08-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

Ramadan Countdown

i knew i loved u before i met u..

2009-08-15T01:13:00.002-07:00

tercipta untukku
[ungu]

Menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu
Membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku
Mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah
Saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku

Banyak kata
Yang tak mampu kuungkapkan
Kepada dirimu

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku

Aku ingin engkau slalu
Hadir dan temani aku
Disetiap langkah
Yang meyakiniku
Kau tercipta untukku
Meski waktu akan mampu
Memanggil seluruh ragaku
Ku ingin kau tau
Kuslalu milikmu
Yang mencintaimu
Sepanjang hidupku
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dear written destiny,
this song, i dedicate to you
hope that you are always under His love, redha and care, insyaAllah :)

He knows.. :')

2009-08-05T03:46:00.000-07:00

Allah Knows
By Zain Bhika and Dawud Wharnsby Ali

When you feel all alone in this world
And there's nobody to count your tears
Just remember no matter where you are
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you're carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road you take
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus:
(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon shout it to everyone
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch your glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus
(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows, Allah knows.

See we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs never fret never frown
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Chorus 2x
(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

(Cause) No matter what, inside or out
There's one thing of which there's no doubt
Allah knows, Allah knows.
And whatever lies in the heavens and the Earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows, Allah knows.

Every grain of sands in every desert plants
He knows
Every sheet of palm, every closed hand
He knows
Every sparkling tear on every eye lash
He knows
Every thought I had and every word I share
He knows
Allah knows

A(H1N1): Four more deaths, total at 12 (Update 2)

2009-08-05T03:42:00.001-07:00

A(H1N1): Four more deaths, total at 12 (Update 2)

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dhikr..

2009-07-06T00:20:00.000-07:00

dhikr is the reason for the life of the heart and leaving it is a reason for its death.
[ibn ajiba]

a true friend..

2009-06-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

a friend cannot be considered a friend until he is tested on three occasions; in time of need, behind your back, and after your death
[ali ibn abi talib r.a]

knowledge and wisdom..

2009-06-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

Knowledge is understanding that a tomato is a fruit. Wisdom is not putting it in a fruit salad.

remember...

2009-06-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

[just a display picture]

and when imam al-shafie (rahimullah) reached forty (years of age) he began to walk with a staff, and when questioned about it used to say: "to remind myself that i am a traveller"

what would you do?..

2009-06-12T20:12:00.001-07:00

i smile,
and you ask, "what makes you so happy?"
"...........nothing"
but my heart screams, "you are, you are the reason for my happiness"

so, if you knew,

what would you do?

i cry,
and you ask, "what makes you so sad?"
"...........nothing"
but my heart weeps, "you are, you are the reason for my sadness"

so, if you knew,

what would you do?

[please tell me, tell me, what would you do...]

seeing is not all the time believing..

2009-06-03T04:57:00.000-07:00

and it is all; but a mirage..
deceived you not by it...

in the name of love.. =]

2009-06-01T20:04:00.000-07:00

d light..~

2009-05-31T01:31:00.001-07:00

when light engages the heart, it causes an illumination of the path, a purification of the consciousness, an enlightenment of the intellect and an establishment of the foundations of dhikr and shukr and of beautiful worship...

[habib umar bin hafiz]

cries and smiles...

2009-05-31T01:11:00.000-07:00

sometimes He makes us cry in order to teach us the meaning of happiness

a poem to Him..~

2009-05-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

i am a burning candle;
You are the morning light,
if i do not see You, i burn;
if i see You, i vanish.
this is my condition in
separation and closeness.
i can bear neither separation nor proximity.

- sufi poem -

its not de end of de road yet..~

2009-05-25T07:49:00.000-07:00

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

[edited - the climb - miley cyrus]

-_-

2009-05-17T01:33:00.000-07:00

Sesungguhnya
[Raihan]

Sebenarnya hati ini cinta kepada Mu
Sebenarnya diri ini rindu kepada Mu
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa cinta masih tak hadir
Tapi aku tidak mengerti
Mengapa rindu belum berbunga

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu tak akan berbunga

Ku cuba menghulurkan
Sebuah hadiah kepada Mu
Tapi mungkin kerana isinya
Tidak sempurna tiada seri

Ku cuba menyiramnya
Agar tumbuh dan berbunga
Tapi mungkin kerana airnya
Tidak sesegar telaga kauthar

Sesungguhnya walau ku kutip
Semua permata di dasar lautan
Sesungguhnya walau ku siram
Dengan air hujan dari tujuh langit Mu
Namun cinta tak kan hadir
Namun rindu tak akan berbunga
Jika tidak mengharap rahmat Mu
Jika tidak menagih simpati
Pada Mu ya Allah

Tuhan hadiahkanlah kasih Mu kepadaku
Tuhan kurniakanlah rinduku kepada Mu
Moga ku tahu
Syukur ku adalah milik Mu...

d one?..~

2009-05-17T01:29:00.000-07:00

who will be d one?..
he who reminds me of Him each and every second of d day..
[insyaAllah]

:)

thank you Allah..~

2009-05-17T00:44:00.000-07:00

Ibn Abi’d-Dunyâ mentioned that Dâwûd (peace be upon Him) asked Allâh: “What is the least of Your blessings?” Allâh revealed to him: “O Dâwûd, take a breath.” Dâwûd did so, and Allâh told him: “This is the least of My blessings on you.”

realize...regret...return... repent..~

2009-05-05T22:41:00.000-07:00

ALLAH’s Messenger (peace be upon him) said:

"All children of Adam make mistakes, but the best of those who make mistakes are those who repent.”

(Ibn Majah, Al-Tirmidhi)

in d dark of d night..~

2009-04-30T09:36:00.000-07:00

some things may change, but other things may remain the same.. :)

Do Muslims date?..

2009-04-20T17:49:00.001-07:00

[from : http://islam.about.com/blcourtship.htm ]

courtship in Islam

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The most common questions I get from young people are, "Do Muslims date?" and "If they don't date, how do they decide whom to marry?"

"Dating" as it is currently practiced in much of the world does not exist among Muslims -- where a young man and woman (or boy/girl) are in a one-on-one intimate relationship, spending time together alone, "getting to know each other" in a very deep way before deciding whether that's the person they will marry. Rather, in Islam pre-marital relationships of any kind between members of the opposite sex is forbidden.

The choice of a marriage partner is one of the most important decisions a person will make in his or her lifetime. It should not be taken lightly, nor left to chance or hormones. It should be taken as seriously as any other major decision in life - with prayer, careful investigation, and family involvement.

So in today's world, how do young people manage? First of all, Muslim youth develop very close friendships with their same-sex peers. This "sisterhood" or "brotherhood" that develops when they are young continues throughout their lives. When a young person decides to get married, the following steps often take place:

Young person makes du'a for Allah to help him or her find the right person
The family enquires, discusses, and suggests candidates. They consult with each other to narrow down potential prospects. Usually the father or mother approaches the other family to suggest a meeting.
Couple agrees to meet in chaperoned, group environment. Umar related that the Prophet Muhammad (peace be upon him) said, "Not one of you should meet a woman alone unless she is accompanied by a relative (mahram)" (Bukhari/Muslim). The Prophet (peace be upon him) also reportedly said, "Whenever a man is alone with a woman, Satan (Shaytan) is the third among them" (Tirmidhi). When young people are getting to know each other, being alone together is a temptation toward wrongdoing. At all times, Muslims should follow the commands of the Qur'an (24:30-31) to "lower their gaze and guard their modesty...." Islam recognizes that we are human and are given to human weakness, so this rule provides safeguards for our own sake.
Family investigates candidate further - talking with friends, family, Islamic leaders, co-workers, etc. to learn about his or her character.
Couple prays salat-l-istikhara (prayer for guidance) to seek Allah's help in making a decision.
Couple agrees to pursue marriage or part ways. Islam has given this freedom of choice to both young men and women - they cannot be forced into a marriage that they don't want.

This type of focused courtship helps ensure the strength of the marriage, by drawing upon family elders' wisdom and guidance in this important life decision. Family involvement in the choice of a marriage partner helps assure that the choice is based not on romantic notions, but rather on a careful, objective evaluation of the compatibility of the couple. That is why these marriages often prove successful.

when loving him means loving Him more..

2009-04-19T08:25:00.000-07:00

[prayer..hopes n dream]

[love]

when it gets dark..~

2009-04-14T21:59:00.000-07:00

d success is never ours,
but d effort is. =]
[thank u Allah]

unwritten words #1..~

2009-04-14T21:32:00.000-07:00

to: my beloved written destiny,

i will,
wait for you,
with patience...

i will,
accept you,
with open arms, with gratefulness, and syukr...

i will,
love you,
forever and always.

but wait...

before that time comes,
not should i be asking...

...who might you be?...
...in what manner and,
...for what reason we'll meet?..
...no.....no, i should not.

for because,
if He is the reason for our meeting,
then insyaAllah,
undoubtedly, you are the best for me, and i (insyaAllah, hopefully) am the best for you.
[insyaAllah]

from : your written destiny

we're just friends..

2009-02-28T19:08:00.000-08:00

[for more insightful video blogs, check out http://www.ummahfilms.com/] :)

man & woman..

2009-02-27T23:13:00.000-08:00

يَا أَيُّهَا النَّاسُ اتَّقُواْ رَبَّكُمُ الَّذِي خَلَقَكُم مِّن نَّفْسٍ وَاحِدَةٍ وَخَلَقَ مِنْهَا زَوْجَهَا وَبَثَّ مِنْهُمَا رِجَالاً كَثِيرًا وَنسَاء وَاتَّقُواْ اللّهَ الَّذِي تَسَاءلُونَ بِهِ وَالأَرْحَامَ إِنَّ اللّهَ كَانَ عَلَيْكُمْ رَقِيبًا
(Surah An-Nisa, 4; verse 1)

O men! Fear your Lord Who created you from a single being and out of it created its mate; and out of the two spread many men and women. Fear Allah in Whose name you plead for rights, and heed the ties of kinship. Surely, Allah is ever watchful over you.

the golden pearl of the sky..~

2009-02-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

[here are some pictures which i took when i go for evening walks...so enjoy everyone.. ~_^]

secreto de amour..

2009-02-14T07:53:00.000-08:00

'ketaqwaan dirimu..itu yang merantai jiwaku..'

[p/s: i will not tell...u hv to find out...]

of thoughts..and of dreams...

2009-02-01T23:56:00.000-08:00

dear someone,

i wonder..i really, really wonder...
the small things.......the big things.......
might it be fate....or just mere coincident?..

only He (and u) know...
but He forever knows best..~

[p/s to self: as-sabru minal iman]

two roads diverged in a wood, and i.....

2009-02-01T23:16:00.000-08:00

The Road Not Taken
By Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

why read the Quran even though we can't understand it?..

2009-01-23T06:19:00.000-08:00

Why read the Quran even though we can't understand it?

An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson.
Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Quraan.
His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.
One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa, I try to read the Quraan just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book.
What good does reading the Quraan do?" The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."
The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house.
The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again.
This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home.
Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.
The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water.
You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.
At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house.
The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.
Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!" "So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket."
The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different.
It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out. "Son, that's what happens when you read the Quraan.
You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of ﷲﺃ in our lives."

“Everything happens for a reason..”

=]

from ppim website: companies/products we should boikott..

2009-01-23T06:14:00.000-08:00

http://www.muslimconsumer.org....

qunut nazilah: translation..

2009-01-11T18:01:00.000-08:00

Ya Allah,
kami letakkan Mu di batang leher musuh kami dan
kami berlindung denganMu dari kejahatan mereka.
Ya Allah,
leburkan kumpulan mereka,
kacau bilaukan persatuan mereka,
cerai beraikan pakatan mereka,
goncangkan pendirian mereka,
hantarkan anjing-anjing Mu keatas mereka.
Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Perkasa,
Wahai Tuhan yang Maha Murka,
Ya Allah...
Wahai Tuhan yang menurunkan Al-Quran,
Wahai Tuhan yang menggerakkan awan,
Wahai Tuhan yang menewaskan bala tentera Al-Ahzab,
kalahkan mereka, menangkanlah kami keatas mereka
Amin Ya Rabbal A'lamin....

keep palestine clean...

2009-01-09T00:57:00.000-08:00

please......

they've done enough!!!

2009-01-07T23:14:00.000-08:00

News: MIddle East

Israel resumes deadly Gaza attacks

Hundreds of Palestinians have been killed and thousands more injured [Reuters]

Violence has resumed in the Gaza Strip after a three-hour lull that allowed beleaguered residents to look for food and fuel.

Al Jazeera's Zeina Awad, reporting from the Israel-Gaza border in the early hours of Thursday, said it was clear that Israeli air attacks had intensified and explosions could be heard over Gaza as the Israeli assault entered its 13th day.

There were reports that the presidential palace in Gaza had been hit as well as police stations. Al Jazeera confirmed that a mosque had been hit, injuring 15 people.

Wednesday's lull was followed by news that Israel's security cabinet had approved an expansion to the offensive in Gaza as part of its stated aim to halt Hamas cross-border rocket attacks.

Offensive to broaden

Despite the onslaught in Gaza, eight rockets were fired from the territory into southern Israel on Wednesday.

Ehud Olmert, the Israeli prime minister, chaired the security cabinet meeting in Jerusalem which "approved continuing the ground offensive, including a third stage that would broaden it by pushing deeper into populated areas," a senior defence official said.

The final decision would be left to Ehud Barak, the Israeli defence minister, the official added.

Israel warned thousands of people in the Rafah zone on the Egyptian border to leave their houses ahead of planned air raids on Thursday.

"You have until 8am [06:00 GMT]," said leaflets which were dropped by the Israeli military.

Witnesses said that a house and a suspected smuggling tunnel were hit in two raids early on Thursday.

At least 700 Palestinians, including 219 children, have died in Gaza since Israel began its assault on December 27. More than 3,080 people have also been wounded.

Seven Israeli soldiers and three civilians have died in the same period.

Onslaught continues

Soon after the three-hour lull on Wednesday, an Israeli air raid on a car in Beit Lahia, near Gaza's northern border with Israel, killed three children and their father, who was described as a civilian by medical workers in the besieged strip.

Palestinians and aid workers in and around Gaza City had used Wednesday's brief respite to recover dead bodies, treat the wounded, and gather much-needed supplies in and around Gaza City.

The military announced a three-hour lull in fighting to open a 'humanitarian corridor' [AFP]

Peter Lerner, an Israeli military spokesman, announced "offensive" military action across the strip would be suspended for three hours every alternating day, although the timings may vary.

Despite this, Israeli air raids were reported in other parts of the Palestinian territory during Wednesday's announced timeframe of 1pm-4pm.

Most of Wednesday's clashes occurred in northern Gaza, with explosions reported in Jabalya and Beit Lahia.

In Gaza City, four people were killed and seven injured outside a mosque in the Sheik Radwan neighbourhood.

Two people were also killed earlier when the Zeitoun district was targeted from the air.

Further south, air raids hit the towns of Khan Yunis and Rafah, where over 20 houses were destroyed.

Around 15,000 Palestinians have had to flee the fighting so far, but have found few places safe, with even schools converted into UN shelters being hit.

An Israeli attack on a school run by the UN Relief and Works Agency in the northern town of Jabaliya on Tuesday left 43 Palestinians dead and around 100 wounded.

Israeli officials said missiles were fired from the UN building and that their troops were simply returning fire.

Heba, a Gaza resident and mother of two, told Al Jazeera there was no place left in Gaza that could be considered safe.

"What happened in the school was a hugely offensive and inhumane thing. We never expected that people who sought refuge in a UN building would be attacked and killed," she said.

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comments:
from this disturbing news (sourced from Al Jazeera), we must come to terms that the Isrealis who are performing these inhumane attacks on helpless and innocent civilians are way passed the boarder, their actions are unacceptable and unforgiveable!!..
and in these such times, we as the brothers and sisters of the palestinians should play a role or contribute a part(big or small) in helping them either at the utmost (helping them directly) or simply by indirect ways..one way is to apply the recitation of qunut nazilah* in our daily prayers..in the time of the propet, there was mass killing of the qurra's (sahabah of the prophet s.a.w who memerized the quran) in sumur Ma'unah..because of that, he (s.a.w) recitated qunut nazilah for one whole month..
wallahualam..

*recited after the ruku'(iktidal), during the last rakaat of the prayer..generally it was done in times of hardships, calamities, etc

reminder to self (VII)...~

2009-01-07T21:45:00.000-08:00

look ahead...
move ahead...
there's no turning back...
there's no turning back....

one step at a time....
a step at a time..

obstacles might come,
and we might fall..
but that's life..

its not how we fall but...
its how we get up...

don't give up..
don't give up....
don't give up........

is it?.......~

2009-01-07T21:22:00.000-08:00

crush
[david archuleta]

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

m.i.s.s.i.n.g...

2009-01-07T10:40:00.000-08:00

dear friends.....

i miss u.....
each and everyone of u.....
-_-

dear friends.....

we might be distance, miles or even countries apart....
but my remembrance of u (insyaAllah) will be there, inside my heart...
-_-

dear friends.....

if ever a day comes that we won't be able to see each other again, don't despair...
for insyaAllah, with His love and care, He will meet us again if not in our dreams, maybe in the hereafter (akhirah)...insyaAllah......
-_-

ich vermisse sie...

[i miss u so much]

reminder to self (VI)...~

2008-12-23T03:30:00.000-08:00

stay focused.....................~
+_____+

turning over a new leaf..~

2008-12-23T02:20:00.001-08:00

does 29th december (2008) ring any bell?..
how about 1st Muharram 1430?..
well, it certainly should..

for us muslims, its our new year...
and as any new year, we have n should have a new year resolution...
we should turn over a new leaf they say...

in the time of the prophet (s.a.w), they made a 'hijrah', or 'moving' from Mekah to Madinah al-munawwarah..
n for other muslims, 'hijrah' is commonly n usually symbolized by the 'changing' of oneself from something bad, to something good..or better still, from something good, to something much better (or even to achievce greater excellence?)..

if possible, it should be in all context of our lives, better it be from matters regarding solah(prayer), muamalah(rules n regulatons during daily conducts), to akhlaq(behaviour/character) n many more..beside, Islam is syumul, right?..thus, if we want to change (to something good that is), it should be done as a whole..not just to take bits n pieces of Islam (the parts that we like only), to put it together, n the worst part is to 'renovate' it to suit our likings...no...............that is absolutely not permissible...
Islam is already perfect n complete, there's no need to change it..however, the only thing that (really)needs to be changed is its people, us, the muslims...

hence, in conjunction with maal hijrah, let us(u, me, everyone) make a vow to ourselves, a promise, a promise to (insyaAllah) hijrah to something better..
insyaAllah... =]

let us all make every new second, a new beginning..
insyaAllah...

salam maal hijrah..~

to somebody...

2008-12-21T02:38:00.000-08:00

n now, u give me no choice..

my silence is better than my words...~

[p/s: all the best in all u do.. =) ]

hrmm..~

2008-12-13T23:54:00.000-08:00

without a something,
there wont be anything...

alone?..lonely?...

2008-12-13T23:46:00.000-08:00

am i lonely?...

yes....but no.........

we can never be lonely when we have ALLAH...

=]

^_^

2008-12-13T23:42:00.000-08:00

don't worry...i'm okkayy... ~_^

to somebody...

2008-12-11T21:38:00.000-08:00

dear somebody,

u'v proven to me that u truly don't know me and now i can say i don't know u too...

i did give u a chance, but u wasted it..

i was no longer there when i knew that u don't even know what u want..

i wanted to go away a long, long time ago so that she could be happy, and hopefully u also.. but it seems that it was still hanging, but not moving..

sometime it was bright and other times it just died..

so what should we do now?..

still hang on or finally let go?..

u decide...

reminder to self (V)...~

2008-12-07T18:56:00.000-08:00

Allah knows best..~

reminder to self (IV)...~

2008-12-07T18:51:00.000-08:00

your nafs (soul/desire) is your first battlefield..
if u are victorious over it, then u will find the other battlefields easier..

[imam hasan al-banna]

to someone...

2008-12-07T07:51:00.000-08:00

i may not look..but i can see...

guys, i hope u know that... (part II)

2008-12-06T16:34:00.000-08:00

4. moreover, in some very important instances, the cold truth is much better than a sweet lie. meaning, if u like someone, its best that u come clean and just say the truth. don't beat about the bush. sometimes, all the poems u wrote or the sweet alluring words wont give any affect on us. why? its because we don't want to give high hopes to ourselves and we don't want to get hurt if it turns out to be that the guy doesn't actually like us. okay guys?..so please, do take note of this very important fact.

i will not tell..~

2008-12-06T16:27:00.000-08:00

loving him for loving Him..~

reminder 2 self (iii)...~

2008-11-28T01:47:00.000-08:00

dear,
dont fly 2 high..
bcoz...
if ur wings break..
u mite not survive de fall...

" prevention is better than cure.."

reminder 2 self (ii)...~

2008-11-28T01:36:00.000-08:00

you'll have what u want when u know what u want..

but.....
to have what u need, it's much better..

and.....
if what u need is what u want, it's the best..

sometimes, for that,
all it takes is patience..~

=]

a dedication to my bestfriend..

2008-11-17T21:02:00.001-08:00

Sahabat Sejati

Album : See You D IPT
Munsyid : Unic
http://liriknasyid.com

Ku biar kalam berbicara
Menghurai maksudnya di jiwa
Agar mudah ku mengerti
Segala yang terjadi
Sudah suratan Ilahi

Ku biarkan pena menulis
Meluahkan hasrat di hati
Moga terubat segala
Keresahan di jiwa
Tak pernah ku ingini

Aku telah pun sedaya
Tak melukai hatimu
Mungkin sudah suratan hidupku
Kasih yang lama terjalin
Berderai bagaikan kaca
Oh teman, maafkanlah diriku

C/O :
Oh Tuhan
Tunjukkan ku jalan
Untuk menempuhi dugaan ini
Teman, maafkan jika ku melukaimu
Moga ikatan ukhwah yang dibina
Ke akhirnya

Aku tidak kan berdaya
Menahan hibanya rasa
Kau pergi meninggalkan diriku
Redhalah apa terjadi
Usahlah kau kesali
Mungkin ada rahmat yang tersembunyi

[p/s: thank u for being such a good friend and for (almost) always being there for me..i really appreciate it..]
=)

one day..~

2008-11-17T20:40:00.000-08:00

Permaisuri Hatiku

Album : Jalan Bahagia
Munsyid : Hijjaz
http://liriknasyid.com

Di antara kekasih pilihan dihati
Punyai budi penghias diri
Wajahnya lembut biasan perkerti yang tinggi
Indahnya perhiasan dunia

Diantara diriku juga diri-mu
Hanya mengharapkan cinta yang Satu
Ku kan binakan mahligai impian-mu
Oh.. sayang ikhlaskanlah hati-mu

Malu-mu bernilai
Kata-mu berhikmah
Hati-mu tulus suci dan murni
Hanya diri yang halal
Engkau serahkan segala
Untuk mencari redha Allah

Benarlah cinta buta melalaikan
Tanpa memikirkan batas syariatnya
Semuanya itu hanya ujian didunia
Ia adalah mahar untuk kita ke syurga

Oh? Kau Permaisuri di hati-ku
Di dunia ini engkau penghibur
Menjunjung kasih amanah Ilahi
Ku pasti akan terus menyayangi
Terima kasih ucapan ku beri
Kau hadiahkan ku cahaya hati
Ku pimpin tangan-mu oh kasih meniti hari
Semoga kita dapat bersama
Sampai kepada-Nya disyurga sana

Tuhan kekalkanlah
Permaisuri hati ku
Untuk menemani dalam mengapai cinta-Mu

[one of my favorite songs..hope that one day someone will sing it to me..~]
=]

there's no turning back..~

2008-11-17T19:37:00.000-08:00

guys, i hope u know that... (part I)

2008-11-17T17:45:00.000-08:00

God has kindly created us (men n women) differently as to allow us to know each other, to learn from one another n to help each other..

however, there are many things that we females dont know about u males and vice versa..dont u agree?...

so, here are some things for u guys (males especially) to take note of...and do remember, the things i'm going to mention does not necessarily apply to every living females on earth okay?..it is only true for some girls but i hope that these information will still be of help fr u guys, when dealing with us girls...
so here it goes...

1. if u have a female friend(s), please make clear of their status (either a 'friend' or 'more than a friend') at all times..never confuse them by putting them in the the middle..(some of us dont like it okay..because in some cases we actually like u guys for real...)..so please dont confuse us again okies.. ~_^

2. dont call us with special pet names (e.g honey, love, etc) IF U DONT MEAN IT and especially if u think that your gurl friend likes u (for real) regardless if we are just your friends...(although some girls dont mind this, but on the other hand, some do..)

3. sometimes when we say one thing, it could mean something else..example, sometimes, if we say we like something, it actually means that we dont like it at all and sometimes we say that we totally hate something when we actually really, realy like it..(yes, yes, we are very complex people..)

...to be continued......

words..~

2008-11-15T23:21:00.000-08:00

in this case, it will take more than words..~

[for those who understand..~]

reminder 2 self (i)...~

2008-11-13T22:13:00.000-08:00

always remember the good in others,
and better forget the good in us..
always forget the bad in others,
and better remember the bad in us..

honesty..~

2008-11-12T05:27:00.000-08:00

honesty...
disclosing truth..
or..."..the human quality of communicating and acting truthfully related to truth as a value. This includes listening, and any action in the human repertoire - as well as speaking." [as quoted from Wikipedia (=P)]..
all imply the same thing..the value of "saying the truth"..
its a simple, small, n sometimes a minute aspect in our lives which we sometimes forget to apply..but the consequences are/is (most of the time, if not all the time) very big..(need i give any examples?..hrmm..i think u all would know better, right?..)
so, what are we all waiting for (we means it also includes me?..
how about, starting from now, (from this very second), we try to always speak the truth, no matter what...
hows about it?..~

[p/s: this especially applies for us muslims...we say that our beloved prophet Muhammad s.a.w is our most ideal role model right?..and he was called 'al-Amin' (trustworthy) right?...so why are we (some of us) not following him?.....hrmm...this is something to ponder on....]

when a man wants a woman..~

2008-11-12T04:59:00.000-08:00

when a man wants a woman, he shouldn't try 2 buy her...because she's not cheap....she's priceless...

when a man wants a woman, he should just take her...take her the rite way, at the rite time, 4 the rite reason.....

trusting..~

2008-11-08T07:38:00.000-08:00

have u ever felt an ease, peculiar feeling, that people, (or certain people) around u are no longer like they were (or seem to be)?..
friends you've known for years (4,5,6 years, etc), suddenly, abruptly are no longer the people you thought you knew they were...relatives or even family....
or have u ever felt threatened by someone or something that would before this provide u with a sense of safety and comfort?...
well, this situation can be defined in 1001 ways, depending on who u are and how you think...
but if u ask me, i'll take a wild guess n say, i think that person has the case of 'i-dont-trust-anyone-around-me-anymore-syndrome'.. (dont u agree?..)
hrmmm...how then do u deal with these people?..or....u might ask yourself, "should i even be dealing with them, they dont trust me anyway, so whats the point?"...
actually, there is a point to it....
n in fact, i even know someone with this problem...(u might also know...)
so this goes to that person...;

"....its okay that u dont trust people...in some situations, its a good thing (of course, not trusting stranger u just met at the streets, near a very high crime rate area is one example..)..
but sometime, its not, meaning that u should once in a while trust someone...
(it all depends actually)...
n remember this, u can always trust me, no matter what...
however still...... if u dont trust me, its alright...
i'll understand..
but....u should always (always, always) put your trust in HIM..
for that will be enough for me..~"

[the end..~]
here, i would like to point out that, as long as you put your trust in Allah, insyaAllah you'll be fine...because men can betray u, but Allah never will....~

sorry n tq...

2008-11-08T07:17:00.000-08:00

hrmm..so here it goes....
but 1st of all,
y sorry?...n y thank u?...
sorry bcoz i want 2 (before hand) apologise 4 any short comings within dis blog n thank u 2 all 4 viewing.. =]
thus, with dis....i officially officiate dis blog.....
"unwritten words"...
words never written.....but at last spoken...~